everything falls apart...

nights like tonight, is why oxycontin and alcohol go so well together...

please, just let the opiate's make me smile, make the narcotics knock me out as soon as possible, and wipe this moment out of my head when I come to tomorrow.

please.

I'm waiting for people that will never come.

I'm living on a hallucinatory life-line right now.

have never felt this horrible, feeling this good...