there isn't a day that goes by, where I don't think about her.

and I know you read this.

I'm keeping my distance, to let you breathe in your new life, and to not interrupt your laughter.

but my silence,

doesn't mean I miss you any less.

or ever stopped loving you.

and please forgive me for these moments, I know they draw too close,

but sometimes, once in a while, I just really need to smile at you,

and this is the only way for you to see.