white noise speaks clearly

If you type, and I read,
is there really a reason?
This game is fixed,
and I think the cold - hot water
juxtaposition
burns my skin
uselessly

when should the realization
infringe on their life
my life
when will you learn?
That when two people have had it up to

here

then the real love begins
and the feelings someone said are
impossible
suck the saying nothing
of your dim-den lights
the higher consciousness
that we get
is a joke
of epic proportions.

addentum:

work with me,
at 5am
it's all I have.