I missed that
26.11.2001 8:49
1 and two heads on poles. Barbed wire, look at the sand on the floor. There once was a muddy lake,
trash cans and dead cows floating.
if there once was a moment, you'd thought to say "I love you"
let it ride off
with the remainder of our briefcases and shredded flesh
I don't want to live with your ghost anymore. I don't want to cry over you haunting anymore. I'm drained of wondering how you've been, I'm tired of taking yet another overdose of your wretched curse.
I am supposed to dive into that muddy river for my pieces of glass. Knowing full-well,
I'll never surface again.
I'm supposed to drown on shipwrecks and planks in my mouth, am i?
There's a barbecue on the other side of those trees. I'm still scared of being wrong. What was there supposed to be designed? How did that all fit together?
Oh well, I used to know, now there's nothing to say.
last five:
A Winter Letter - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
almost but not quite - Wednesday, Mar. 22, 2006
rural times, blue skies. it feels so warm over my hair - Wednesday, Jun. 01, 2005
smiles and gone - Monday, Feb. 07, 2005
I caught my love in North Carolina - Monday, Nov. 29, 2004