smiles and gone
Monday, Feb. 07, 2005 2:01 pm
What have I lost, to have gained so much?
I'm listing at a 45 degree angle.
there's an imbalance in this 25 year life.
millions of words here, there... past.
I still can't find the right ones,
to properly express living [happily] after one too many emotional amputations.
I was supposed to kill myself two years ago.
do you balance the ballast when you're surprised you're still afloat, or let it be, happy and content that what's broken, works?
A Winter Letter - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
almost but not quite - Wednesday, Mar. 22, 2006
rural times, blue skies. it feels so warm over my hair - Wednesday, Jun. 01, 2005
smiles and gone - Monday, Feb. 07, 2005
I caught my love in North Carolina - Monday, Nov. 29, 2004