smiles and gone

Monday, Feb. 07, 2005 2:01 pm

What have I lost, to have gained so much?

I'm listing at a 45 degree angle.

there's an imbalance in this 25 year life.

millions of words here, there... past.

I still can't find the right ones,
to properly express living [happily] after one too many emotional amputations.

I was supposed to kill myself two years ago.

do you balance the ballast when you're surprised you're still afloat, or let it be, happy and content that what's broken, works?

I'm sorry.

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dland exuant omnes your voice drifts away into lost binary alleyways it echoes photography

last five:
A Winter Letter - Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007
almost but not quite - Wednesday, Mar. 22, 2006
rural times, blue skies. it feels so warm over my hair - Wednesday, Jun. 01, 2005
smiles and gone - Monday, Feb. 07, 2005
I caught my love in North Carolina - Monday, Nov. 29, 2004

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