standing in place

I'm unbalanced on the edge of no longer updating in this thing.

I hope I do find something ... whatever it was that made me throw words here.

I don't know. It's been three, maybe four days since I've written anything [excluding this], and honestly, I hadn't even thought about it until now .. looking at it, blankly.

guess there's nothing more to say, unless I write again.

need something to inspire, need some flavor. bad craziness ... that stuff that flushes it all out into words, thoughts, feelings ... whatever.

... eh, fuck it.