movies and stupid things

fight club was a good movie, until the end. I didn't like the end, which made me dislike the entire movie for a while. Eventually, I watched it again on HBO, or what not, and enjoyed it more and more. except I still don't like the ending.

my best friend does fight club with another friend of mine. They punch each other as hard as they can, over and over.

I think that's dumb. I always laugh and think how stupid people are when they imitate movies like bevis and butthead the movie, or money train. I think; "Damn, those are some stupid people.". Now I can't say that anymore, because my best friend does it, and he's a very smart guy. Except he's doing a dumb thing.

Maybe it's because I've been punched for real too many times. I really have very little desire to be punched repeatedly, for fun. I've done that too, but under different circumstances. I would feel like a real jackass if I got my teeth knocked out over something dumbass like a pretend fight club.

of course, I said that I would never join the military cause I'd feel like a jackass when I got my ass shot off. Now I'm a private in the Army National Guard.

sometimes, we say one thing, and do the exact opposite shortly there-after.

suppose' that's part of being who we are.