if they tell me to hide from you again

And still, I'm tap dancing for you
our make-shift stage
scary and free
we did it together
as good as it feels
behind locked doors, empty home
but when we play hide and seek again
you won't find me in that hiding place ever again
you won't find me drowning again
   in the shallow and muddy grave
that was dug too soon
choked too soon
you won't find me in that hiding place ever again.